guardiansofthe-galaxy replied to your post “so I’ve developed this really bad habit…
I do that yelling at someone in my head thing too! although, I always have to make sure I don’t lose it and say it out loud. sometimes its not even words its just like ‘UGHHHGHUGHHHHELCH’ ya know?
I just find it so hard to believe that they can’t hear it, you know? Like, it’s deafening to you, so they should. It’s the same kinda thrill as playing chicken or something like that. I’m scared it’s gonna come out sooner or later too, though. And nothing I think about is actually in anyway appropriate or forgivable.
I hold eye contact with someone and shout something really loud in my head that would never in a million years say out loud to them.
I get such a trip out of it.
Another thing is that I imagine doing something, like kissing someone- in incredible detail while I’m talking to them.
That one scares me a bit because it can get quite real in my head.
It’s just so intoxicating that even in a silent room, there can be loud noises and an entire other world happening inside each and every persons mind- and thats pretty crazy, because it’s happening all the time.